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Saturday, May 31, 2003

eehhh no dragging me into the thinking about boyfriend thingy.
that is off-limits, off-bound, no fly zone, and twilight zone. :P
dont worry my dear girl, you'd be alrite soon.
its around 7am now, and at last it is raining in some many days of bloody hot killer weather. God must be taking pity on me, perspiring in my sauna-like room while my-next-door neighbour wallows in the comfort of an air-conditioned room.

For those that are interested, the Dow Jones Index & Nasdaq had a bull rally again. Smells like a bubble regardless of the positive economic data from the States. But i believe the Mainboard & Sesdaq would benefit from last night's rally. i should buy stocks or should i say i'll buy stocks when i can afford too. been always my dream to "play" stocks since i was 17. must've inherited that gambling blood from my paternal side of the family.

sleeping with ghosts
Dear Blog,
Sigh....just got back from supper with my friends. Feels so tired now...So I can see that another partner of mine did some blogging earlier this afternoon.....Hmmmm.

Work was as usual. The same shit on a different day. But have a couple of good colleagues who kind of make up for all the bad things that happened at work. I don't know why but I was feeling very edgy and a bit temperamental the whole day. I can't say that it's a pre-menstrual thingy cuz it's not the time yet. Maybe I'm just drained out from work, studies and stuff.

Sometimes, I wonder what God has in store for me. Life is full of surprises. Anything can happen anytime....Well, here I go rattling on and on......Just wish I knew whether mine would get better....or is it going to remain like this forever.

Oh, and I've been thinking of my boyfriend, M. My partners must be sitting up straight once they read this...Hahahahaha! Well, what I'm going to say is that M is a great guy and I miss him cuz I haven't seen him for weeks! I wonder what he's doing now....maybe snoozing away in dreamland...

The other reason why I've been thinking of him is because of this girlfriend of mine, L. She kept telling me on how she misses her ex-boyfriend sooooo much and it kind of made me think of M cuz he's the only guy I would think of everytime.(if I'm not thinking of Scott Speedman from Felicity or the adorable Filipino actor, Jericho Rosales!) Hehehehe.....

Hmmmm......wondering whether I've left out anything here...

I guess this is it for now. Gonna retire to bed and I'll see you guys here again soon. Meanwhile, take good care and have fun!

Marlena

Friday, May 30, 2003

hey i forgot to add in my name for my last post but before that.......
wanted to say to NKF Dude, i know that you've been working very hard and the management DONT GIVE A F##KING SHIT for our efforts. just bear with it a bit longer.
and Marlena, dont worry too much about ur exams.
my advice to you all from an ex-colleague, enjoy the view while u are working, it should help ease the sucky stuff abit.
and believe when i say im going to bury them.

agape "sleeping with ghosts"
hey guys, this blog is shared by my business partners. u will see a number of different names. so happy reading and will write something later in the day. gonna take shower and my lunch first now.

Marlena
saw it already. . i almost reached the climax of torturing myself to bear with the work place. . i always fuck myself when doing the darn recovery. .scolding stupid to myself . .wat the fuck i am doing here. . fucking people and place. . but afterall the booksellers are somehow the saving grace from day to day except for the ninjas( SORRY MARLENA NO OFFENCE and if you must AGRO lah sorry)
NKF DUDE
Most of my good colleagues had left, leaving me all behind. Sigh, I wonder when i can get out of this place! If you are wondering why i never left the place earlier, it is because i need a steady flow of income every month in order for me to survive! I have lotsa bills to pay......sob!sob!

oh! If you haven't knew, my friends and I are setting up a business soon. the only problem is that we do not have enough capital as yet..still need to source more $$$$$$ from more investors! I hope we can get it up and running as soon as possible because I just can't stand working at my current workplace now!! Aaaaarrrrgggghhhhh!

And I have exams next week! I am so stressed now. I've done some revision but my stupid brain just can't seem to absorb the information!

I wonder when my life can turn out for the better.......

Marlena
Hmmm.....I wonder whether this thing is working....Testing now...

Marlena

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