Sunday, February 29, 2004
okae so its finally proven that my computer is officially screwed-up, crashed-da-base, kapoooooot, simply rest-in-peace. so no choice upon no choice since i also have to lug the desktop to UK, ive just gotten miE to fix it right up for me. it will come up to a total cost of around $900.00 for a new motherboard, harddisk, and the what-haves & what-nots. i seriously have no idea where the shit am i going to vomit out the moolah, but then, i usually do, dont i???? right now, ive just hook-up the laptop to my cable connection which explains why im still able to blog and not suffering from internet-withdrawal. i knew it, i knew it that my bloody computer was going to crash any moment now ever since it started hanging even more & more frequently, and the day before, the CAPS & NUMS lock started playing farktub games with me. well, looking on the bright side, at least it crashed on me while im still in singapore becos miE is here to help me out with it. imagine, if it had happened in UK, i guess i'd just dump the entire thing and bought a new one, which means i might bleed even more.
no doubt sings "dont speak"
i will show you my techniques & skills that you can't steal becos im the original AK....darKness-ak
no doubt sings "dont speak"
i will show you my techniques & skills that you can't steal becos im the original AK....darKness-ak
argggggghhhhhhhhh theres something with my keyboard the cap locks & num locks have all turned screwy i cant even type my punctuation marks becos instead of commas or fullstops it will be < or > what the fuck i cant key in numbers when i want to and currently my caps lock are on which actaully means that all the words should be capitalized but they arent arggggghhhhhhhhhhh what the fuck
boxcar racer sings i feel so
and these are my skills that you can never steal darkness-ak
boxcar racer sings i feel so
and these are my skills that you can never steal darkness-ak
Saturday, February 28, 2004
im feeling like damn mentally-energized, stoked, sugar-high, nose-blocked, numbing slipdisc pain, the thoughts running everywhichaway in concentrated rushes, the music blaring "sweetness" and jimmy eat world still kills, didn't had a good sleep, very fleeting, too much coffee in my system, thinking of a few important things, knowing certain things, still very stoked, like getting high, knowing that this is me, and wanting to send it back to my head, but thanking Him for the lessons, yes, this sweetness will not be concerned with me, and maybe a little zombified, soon everything will be crash me by, and He will show me the way, and these are my skills that you can never steal....
jimmy eat world sings "sweetness"
"if God is my ally then what chances do you think you have pitting yourself against me?"....darKness-ak
jimmy eat world sings "sweetness"
"if God is my ally then what chances do you think you have pitting yourself against me?"....darKness-ak
Friday, February 27, 2004
having my film studies class right now and we are watching 'tale of two sisters'. had watched the show before and i got bored. so here i am blogging away. nothing much to say except that lester went out of class to answer a call about half an hour ago and hes still not back yet. his backpack is still here with me. wonder what happen to him? hmmm...
supposed to go phuture with some friends later after class but ive decided not to. too tired. maybe tomorrow.
oohh! have to stop now cuz theres this interesting/suspense part of the show which is on now and lester is back too. dont want him to read this entry. hahahaha.
later..
marlena
supposed to go phuture with some friends later after class but ive decided not to. too tired. maybe tomorrow.
oohh! have to stop now cuz theres this interesting/suspense part of the show which is on now and lester is back too. dont want him to read this entry. hahahaha.
later..
marlena
i guess it has to be good to know that ive 2 churches to seek refuge from if i ever need too. gracie brought me to hers the night before and ive met up with some very wonderful God-centric people. when i say God-centric, it means that they have God at the inner core of their lives. and its always an encouragement to know such people, that the body of Christ is still reaching and staying fast. and here, i'd like to thank everyone that have prayed & seek favour on my behalf. and it is through His will & manner that everything will pass. and as i had made a covenant with Him, i'll fulfill my convenant with Him and bring everything to a close come 29th-february-2004. and it is also worth noting that He has given me a leap year so that i'd have an extra day to fulfill the convenant, and so that i can never complain / whine that i never had enough time. and like audrey tan had prayed, "this will be a restorative year" and gracie said "its time for the reaping after the sowing", and george had prayed & seen, "the passion that will break through all the barriers", and for all these friends, i greatly thank Him. like i sincerely said & believe, and it does sound very arrogant but i'll still say it, "if God is my ally then what chances do you think you have pitting yourself against me?"
mayday sings "heng xing de heng xin"
seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these will be added unto you....darKness-ak
mayday sings "heng xing de heng xin"
seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these will be added unto you....darKness-ak
Thursday, February 26, 2004
there's something missing in my life. that skip in between heart beats, that catching myself smiling while thinking about someone. who...it used to be you...but now... I don't know...there's nothing there. I can live without it...but the days seem so much brighter when I have got a little bit of sunshine on my mind. the way things used to be...the way I wish they were...were with who...you? who knows...could you be the one who could put that skip in between my heart beats? mmmm...there is something about waking up next to someone holding on to you like an everlasting dream... that for me would be the perfect way to start a day.
marlena
marlena
arghhhhhhhh, my slipdisc is killllllling me, its butchering me alive again. i cant like even walk fast at all which is my normal pace. and im very sure that the joints at the tibia or the femur bone or whatever you call it at the thighs are like swollen. its currently an agony to sit down and too painful to stand. but all in all, at least its not that painful until im limping. well, just let me whine abit and soon i'll be on my way again.
zhou sings "an jing"
every dog has its day, and sometimes a good dog has two....darKness-ak
zhou sings "an jing"
every dog has its day, and sometimes a good dog has two....darKness-ak
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
i also remember i go to toa payoh for tuition also in my primary school..also take 153 from hougang...those days..
i vividly remember that theres a gal who had a crush on me..yeah u read it no wrong ,..crush on me...
my class had to join another class cos i think the tutor not feeling well or something... after a few lessons..she sat beside me one day...btw my charms work way back since pri 5... :)....
i was copying the answer on the whiteboard and she said ' i copy for you?'...with those big wathery eyes fixed on mine..btw shes sweet looking...always asking me ' can? can see the board?.....
of cos yours truly was one 'toot' at that age and said its ok..i was confused, pleased, unbelievable, i din know i had the charms...man i was good...
but after sometime never see her already leh...i broke her heart>....that was one of the many crushes btw..haha
wherever u r ...i missed you....
punisher
miss you like crazy...natalie cole
i vividly remember that theres a gal who had a crush on me..yeah u read it no wrong ,..crush on me...
my class had to join another class cos i think the tutor not feeling well or something... after a few lessons..she sat beside me one day...btw my charms work way back since pri 5... :)....
i was copying the answer on the whiteboard and she said ' i copy for you?'...with those big wathery eyes fixed on mine..btw shes sweet looking...always asking me ' can? can see the board?.....
of cos yours truly was one 'toot' at that age and said its ok..i was confused, pleased, unbelievable, i din know i had the charms...man i was good...
but after sometime never see her already leh...i broke her heart>....that was one of the many crushes btw..haha
wherever u r ...i missed you....
punisher
miss you like crazy...natalie cole
Monday, February 23, 2004
i just had my dinner and im like damn bloody bloated, having eaten far too much, and i think ive gained some weight recently. no, i dont intend to gain weight, i just want to stay @ 48kg. my weight usually flatuates between 48 - 49kg. anyway, while feeling so full, i was listening to one of my old cantonese cds, one which is a soundtrack for a stephen chow movie where it was a new version of "monkey god". and this particular song sang by karen mok - way before she was famous - well, it brought back enough memories for me to feel nostalgic, to feel that nothing much should be taken for granted. i remember when i first listened to this song it was when the family was still intact, dad already had his heart problems but at least , he & mom were still together. kor was also there, going about with his usual simple life, and he was always there for me, his younger brother. though he's 7years older than me, and not sharing the same blood - different fathers - he is the best brother that i could ever have while growing up. i betcha you will never ever find a brother like him who is so patient & soft-spoken & loving to his younger brother. i can attest to the fact that my kor has never raised his voice at me, and always allowed me to have my way. okae, so i was a spoilt brat with my kor. its definitely kinda of sad that the family has to split, kor siding with mom while i chose dad. i remember listening to this song right around the time when i took up tuition lessons for my crappy o-level mathematics at this tuition center beside the old hougang bus interchange. i think the center was called mavis tuition center. and i'd play only this song on a loop while taking the bus153 back to my home in toa payoh blk66. the tuition always ended late so the bus was usually quite devoid of people, and i'd just listen to this really smooth song and just drift. so you see, this was what i had just did even though i was like damn full. i stood at my 17th floor window, listening to this song, and just drift. and i thot of my old family, the life that was supposed to go on forever, both mom & dad will grow old together, me & kor will work hard, setup our own family biz, and give our parents their well-deserved golden easy years. kor will get married while i will get married to my work. and life will seem to be a journey that is predictable and simple. not that to say we won't have problems but at the very least, the family stays as a family. though i still dont know why it turned out this way but i do thank Him for letting things be this way. for it is by His will and way that ive witnessed things being changed. and the biggest change seems to be me becos it made me grow up and made me to be a christian not by name, nor by faith, neither by acts, but by His love. so life is either you make it sucky by keep on thinking its sucky or you do the best with what you have, and keep on walking. and i do so believe that walking is good, especially when you're sharing your walk with Him. sometimes we dont need to place God that high-up. i like to place Him on a level where i could reach out to Him so easily as though He is the brother that allowed me to be a spoilt brat. and im not trivalising God, i just see Him in everything & everything even the bad nasty things. just keep on walking.
karen mok sings "unfinished love"
....darKness-ak
karen mok sings "unfinished love"
....darKness-ak
Saturday, February 21, 2004
hmmm...dont really know what to write. nothing interesting had happened and had been busy lately. and my stupid cough just wont go away. i'm really scared of coughs cuz the last time that i had it, it gave me hell and i had to seek medical consultations four times.
today is my sister's birthday. she's 13 and into her teens now. sigh..she's growing up too fast. soon, she will be a young lady and i will have to let her go one day. whatever it is, she will always be my dearest little sister and i love her to bits!
im calculating my financial situation for next month and it doesnt look good. honestly, it doesnt look good at all! wonder how i will survive. my biggest expenditure will be my school fees and exam fee next month! nevermind..when theres a will, theres a way. hiaz...
alright. catch up with you guys later. darkness..dont be emo. try not to look or wait for love. let it come to you. a sound advice that i've got from someone. i know it's frustrating and you feel like strangling someone but just try to be a good friend to her for now.
cya.
today is my sister's birthday. she's 13 and into her teens now. sigh..she's growing up too fast. soon, she will be a young lady and i will have to let her go one day. whatever it is, she will always be my dearest little sister and i love her to bits!
im calculating my financial situation for next month and it doesnt look good. honestly, it doesnt look good at all! wonder how i will survive. my biggest expenditure will be my school fees and exam fee next month! nevermind..when theres a will, theres a way. hiaz...
alright. catch up with you guys later. darkness..dont be emo. try not to look or wait for love. let it come to you. a sound advice that i've got from someone. i know it's frustrating and you feel like strangling someone but just try to be a good friend to her for now.
cya.
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
Last night was crazzzyyy! hahaha. What was everyone thinking, man?!! I was slightly tired cuz of my one and half hour sleep the night before but we had great fun nonetheless. Good circle of friends, excellent environment and great conversations along with a couple of dissing of one another and lame jokes. Hahahahaha.
By midnight, almost everyone were high except me! Surprise. Surprise. And it's only midnight! Time flew real slow which was cool. It's funny when for once, you are sober and you see your friends doing silly stuff when they are pissed drunk! Hehehe. In the end, one of my friends and I have to clean the place up by ourselves because the rest of the gang is like falling and dying all over the place. Sigh. But it was nice..just hanging out with them like that. Better than going to clubs. Just me and them and our own choice of music.
marlena
By midnight, almost everyone were high except me! Surprise. Surprise. And it's only midnight! Time flew real slow which was cool. It's funny when for once, you are sober and you see your friends doing silly stuff when they are pissed drunk! Hehehe. In the end, one of my friends and I have to clean the place up by ourselves because the rest of the gang is like falling and dying all over the place. Sigh. But it was nice..just hanging out with them like that. Better than going to clubs. Just me and them and our own choice of music.
marlena
Monday, February 16, 2004
Hey. Have any of you tried raspberry Smirnoff with either Sunkist or some limeade? I wonder...
Me and my stupid jibbering again...can't help it lah.
marlena
Me and my stupid jibbering again...can't help it lah.
marlena
This is so weird! I've been trying to get some sleep for the past one hour but I just couldn't! Can't wait to get to work tomorrow! Can't wait to attend shift briefing with the rest of the gang! I don't care if you don't believe me. I don't believe myself either!! I am so freaking excited!! Really. This I swear!! Since I couldn't sleep, I thought I should do something productive like continuing with my assignments or something. BUT...I just couldn't do it! Oh man!
So here I am. Once again. Loitering in cyberspace. Ooohh! Did I mention that I receive gifts from him about a week ago?! And no..it's not V-Day gifts. Just gifts. It was sooo sweet. I'm looking at them right now..hehehehe.
I have this sudden zest in me. I'm so hyperactive right now. With the business which had folded and a pretty good time management with my assignments, I have this sudden burst of energy and freedom! Must make full use of this moment while it lasts. If I am a Superwoman, I would be flying to the break of dawn right now! Woo Hoo! Watch out world!
song playing: hold on ---> good charlotte
marlena
So here I am. Once again. Loitering in cyberspace. Ooohh! Did I mention that I receive gifts from him about a week ago?! And no..it's not V-Day gifts. Just gifts. It was sooo sweet. I'm looking at them right now..hehehehe.
I have this sudden zest in me. I'm so hyperactive right now. With the business which had folded and a pretty good time management with my assignments, I have this sudden burst of energy and freedom! Must make full use of this moment while it lasts. If I am a Superwoman, I would be flying to the break of dawn right now! Woo Hoo! Watch out world!
song playing: hold on ---> good charlotte
marlena
Sunday, February 15, 2004
Sunday mornings are always off mode. I have no energy to move except stretch my fingers on the keyboard. My stomach is growling. Maybe will finish up my assignments later. Maybe not. Maybe I'll go out with him. Hmmm..maybe not. Sigh. I need food! My brain is not functioning properly! Somebody help me!
marlena
marlena
Saturday, February 14, 2004
while counting down the series finale of the band of brothers at 10pm, i've come up with a list of presents for my birthday this year! In random order!
1) Felicity DVD (have been longing for this a lonnnggg time...*hint*)
2) Band of Brothers DVD or VCD also can.
3) A platinum bracelet or ring (no need to be so heavy lah..hehehe)
4) Another new watch for this year (any brand will do like...Guess, Swatch, Gucci, Fossil)
5) A digicam
6) Teddy Bears (only those from Memory Lane only, please)
7) Lots of CDs of my fav artistes (to stop myself from downloading)
8) A new bag (cuz my sister used both of my bags!)
9) A new pair of Adidas sneakers
10) The latest Sony discman
11) A Lexus (hahahaha...i will be your slave!!)
12) A portable radio
13) A disco ball for my bedroom!
14) A purplish retro-looking 'curtain' from Ig's Heaven (saw it as part of its display. dunno whether it's for sale though....hahaha. i don't care, i want it!)
15) Unique looking photo frames
16) Lamps..any lamps. Another lava lamp also can!! (Luvvv lamps!)
17) A new set of colourful bedsheets??!! hehehehe...
18) A cool wall clock from Molecule!
19) Cold hard cash!!!
20) All-expense paid birthday bash at some club or chalet!! yeah!!
so, now you all know already ar??! *hint hint* i'm not shy wan...hahahahaha..what has the world come to??
marlena
1) Felicity DVD (have been longing for this a lonnnggg time...*hint*)
2) Band of Brothers DVD or VCD also can.
3) A platinum bracelet or ring (no need to be so heavy lah..hehehe)
4) Another new watch for this year (any brand will do like...Guess, Swatch, Gucci, Fossil)
5) A digicam
6) Teddy Bears (only those from Memory Lane only, please)
7) Lots of CDs of my fav artistes (to stop myself from downloading)
8) A new bag (cuz my sister used both of my bags!)
9) A new pair of Adidas sneakers
10) The latest Sony discman
11) A Lexus (hahahaha...i will be your slave!!)
12) A portable radio
13) A disco ball for my bedroom!
14) A purplish retro-looking 'curtain' from Ig's Heaven (saw it as part of its display. dunno whether it's for sale though....hahaha. i don't care, i want it!)
15) Unique looking photo frames
16) Lamps..any lamps. Another lava lamp also can!! (Luvvv lamps!)
17) A new set of colourful bedsheets??!! hehehehe...
18) A cool wall clock from Molecule!
19) Cold hard cash!!!
20) All-expense paid birthday bash at some club or chalet!! yeah!!
so, now you all know already ar??! *hint hint* i'm not shy wan...hahahahaha..what has the world come to??
marlena
You have been good to me and I want to thank you.
Have a good Saturday and a Happy V-Day to one and all.
marlena
Have a good Saturday and a Happy V-Day to one and all.
marlena
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
i have been staring at my book for the longest time but nothing gets in my brain. have to write a short essay on popular culture and the deadline is this evening. boy, i have yet to get started on it. feeling abit panicky now and i keep looking at the time.
my throat infection was bad and i sound like a man! hahaha. faizal dropped by on his way to work just now and he's relieved that i'm feeling better. he was worried because i couldnt even talk properly on the phone with him last night. what a good friend..
anyway, have to reread my popular culture text again now and i hope this time, i'm able to understand and tackle that stoopid essay of mine.
song: good charlotte's hold on
marlena
my throat infection was bad and i sound like a man! hahaha. faizal dropped by on his way to work just now and he's relieved that i'm feeling better. he was worried because i couldnt even talk properly on the phone with him last night. what a good friend..
anyway, have to reread my popular culture text again now and i hope this time, i'm able to understand and tackle that stoopid essay of mine.
song: good charlotte's hold on
marlena
Monday, February 09, 2004
ok. i know that i'm supposed to change the url of our blog since we have decided to give the idea of the business up. and it's like damn overdue lor. hehehe.
anyway, i finally gotten round to doing it. so children, please change all your links and bookmark this url for now onwards.
www.milkmoneykids.blogspot.com
enjoy!
marlena
anyway, i finally gotten round to doing it. so children, please change all your links and bookmark this url for now onwards.
www.milkmoneykids.blogspot.com
enjoy!
marlena
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
marlena
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
marlena
Friday, February 06, 2004
dinner #3 went pretty well, with the place for cooking, courtesy of claudius, and peizhen being co-cooks. this time being slightly more practiced, most of the dishes were quite excellent. we made pasta as the main dish, and i decided that we'll make putanesca sauce, a naples-originated sauce, and i thought it was damn good. the combination of tomatoes, capers, olives, red chilli flakes, olive oil, garlic, parsely, and the herbs simmering & culuminating into the putanesca sauce, it was excellent. but the pasta was a slight disappointment itself becos of non-vigilant watching, i did not manage to cook it al dente. the coke-marinated chicken wings was a laugh becos we didn't have enough time to marinate so the coke taste was super-super subtle. this time round, the mash potato was very much smoother becos i used heavy cream instead of butter milk, and also dollops of butter too. i dont really like the salad, in fact, i think i suck at making salad. we made a basic vinegarette dressing for it so it wasn't anything fantastic. the dessert by far has got to be the best. we bought this really fresh strawberries that was priced a little bit on the high side but i think it was worth it. we skewered the strawberries with rosemary twigs, then coated it with caramel, and left it in the fridge to harden. the final product was the strawberries being slightly sourish, coupled with the sweetness of the caramel, it was hmm, hmmm, hmmmm. and it also had the softness bite of the strawberries & the crunchy bite of the hardened caramel. the parmesan cheese for the pasta & salad was damn shiok too that i ended up slicing off pieces and eating it like that. overall it was a good dinner #3 though peizhen & i didn't really ate much at all. she only had like a small sput of mash potato, one chicken wing, two strawberries, three cups of coffee, and an entire pack of menthol lights. i had like three strawberries, three cups of coffee, a quarter block of the parmesan, and an entire pack of ciggies plus another 10 sticks of menthol lights provided by both peizhen & zakk when my first pack finished. so in the end, the cooks didn't eat alot but we did smoke a whole damn lot. life has gotta to be good rite....
elton john sings "your song"
....darKness-ak
elton john sings "your song"
....darKness-ak
Thursday, February 05, 2004
I feel that I am running around in circles... I'm like a sweater unraveling at all ends. and when I sow up one side, I look behind me and I'm unraveling at the other end. I think things are fine and dandy... and I turn around and have to worry about all that he said she said bullshit that I thought I had left behind in my school days. This is all nonsense.
Maybe it's better to be a recluse. Stay away from all these people. They are nothing but headaches. I have better things to do.
marlena
Maybe it's better to be a recluse. Stay away from all these people. They are nothing but headaches. I have better things to do.
marlena
i could feel a real sore throat, cough and a possible fever coming up. but i still have to revise my work...have tests for this week and the next.
must drink more water i guess. real plain water and not Coke or McDonald's lemon lime or Pokka's aloe vera drink or Starbucks's Frappucino. sigh..
marlena
must drink more water i guess. real plain water and not Coke or McDonald's lemon lime or Pokka's aloe vera drink or Starbucks's Frappucino. sigh..
marlena
there will be stars over the place forever;
though the house we loved and the street we loved are lost,
every time the earth circles her orbit
on the night the autumn equinox is crossed,
two stars we knew, poised on the peak of midnight
will reach their zenith; stillness will be deep;
there will be stars over the place forever,
there will be stars forever, while we sleep
- sara teasdale
darKness-ak
though the house we loved and the street we loved are lost,
every time the earth circles her orbit
on the night the autumn equinox is crossed,
two stars we knew, poised on the peak of midnight
will reach their zenith; stillness will be deep;
there will be stars over the place forever,
there will be stars forever, while we sleep
- sara teasdale
darKness-ak
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
just saw toxic video...eowwww....
baby you can give me your toxic anytime.....
im so LUCKY to get your TOXIC
punisher
baby you can give me your toxic anytime.....
im so LUCKY to get your TOXIC
punisher
Monday, February 02, 2004
i'm feeling real down. missed my hamster. i know that i have another two hamsters which greatly need my attention right now but i couldn't help feeling as though i'm responsible for my hamster's death......
maybe i should stop thinking about it and focus on something else. yeah..that seems like a good idea. but i can't think of anything to talk about right now. sigh...maybe i could talk about my work. ya...anything to keep my mind off my hamster..
well, how should i start? hmmm...have been working there a little over two years..i think. so far so good. everything and everybody has been treating me good.
oh! was having a conversation with some of the staff there today and one of the topics that they talked about was the number of cases where some smart aleck/s tried to sabotage the company. i wonder who the culprit/s is/are. must be really cunning to get away with it. but what i don't comprehend is that why would they want to do it? aren't they afraid that they will get caught? it is so risky and it is no laughing matter.
i know that sometimes ex-employees left on a bad note and stuff and maybe that prompt them to do this sort of thing. i'm not saying that this sabotaging thingy is done by ex-employees. no..don't get me wrong. what i'm trying to say is that the first group of people that the company usually suspects will be their ex-employees. i mean who wouldn't? but i still don't understand why anyone would want to go all the trouble and hassle of doing it. at the end of the day, i wonder whether the person responsible is happy of the outcome?
yeah you do it to spite the company but so?? what do you get in the end? nothing. in fact, you lose even more if you get caught. you might end up in jail or something. it's plain stupidity and i don't see any point in it. my philosophy is to live and let live. why harp on the past? if you continue doing that, you won't be able to move on with your life.
well, these are just my thoughts. i'm talking nonsense again...as usual. sigh....
gonna check on my other two hamsters now. take care people.
marlena
p.s was re-reading the last bit and something just struck me. i should stop thinking of my dead hamster. why harp on the past, right? it's gonna be difficult but i guess i have to let it go. what's done is done. sigh.
maybe i should stop thinking about it and focus on something else. yeah..that seems like a good idea. but i can't think of anything to talk about right now. sigh...maybe i could talk about my work. ya...anything to keep my mind off my hamster..
well, how should i start? hmmm...have been working there a little over two years..i think. so far so good. everything and everybody has been treating me good.
oh! was having a conversation with some of the staff there today and one of the topics that they talked about was the number of cases where some smart aleck/s tried to sabotage the company. i wonder who the culprit/s is/are. must be really cunning to get away with it. but what i don't comprehend is that why would they want to do it? aren't they afraid that they will get caught? it is so risky and it is no laughing matter.
i know that sometimes ex-employees left on a bad note and stuff and maybe that prompt them to do this sort of thing. i'm not saying that this sabotaging thingy is done by ex-employees. no..don't get me wrong. what i'm trying to say is that the first group of people that the company usually suspects will be their ex-employees. i mean who wouldn't? but i still don't understand why anyone would want to go all the trouble and hassle of doing it. at the end of the day, i wonder whether the person responsible is happy of the outcome?
yeah you do it to spite the company but so?? what do you get in the end? nothing. in fact, you lose even more if you get caught. you might end up in jail or something. it's plain stupidity and i don't see any point in it. my philosophy is to live and let live. why harp on the past? if you continue doing that, you won't be able to move on with your life.
well, these are just my thoughts. i'm talking nonsense again...as usual. sigh....
gonna check on my other two hamsters now. take care people.
marlena
p.s was re-reading the last bit and something just struck me. i should stop thinking of my dead hamster. why harp on the past, right? it's gonna be difficult but i guess i have to let it go. what's done is done. sigh.
wat up..its veen a while that the punisher makes its statement...
im doin free promo for ch 5
WATCH SURVIOR ALL STARS TONITE...
sexy sexy...sexy sexy...
change clothes
jay zzzzzzzzzzzz
im doin free promo for ch 5
WATCH SURVIOR ALL STARS TONITE...
sexy sexy...sexy sexy...
change clothes
jay zzzzzzzzzzzz
belang my hamster passed away at 9.23am today. i really hope it passed on peacefully. i know that i have neglected you lately and i'm truly sorry. it saddened me when i saw you struggled to get on your feet last night. farokh said that it's in pet heaven now..resting well. it may sound funny to some but i really hope it is happier now. i may not be the best pet owner in the world but i really gonna miss you. i'm sorry. i'm truly sorry. i really am.
marlena
marlena
Sunday, February 01, 2004
school has started to get a little hectic now. there was a pop quiz yesterday and i could only answer half of the questions! this is bad. so now i'm feeling guilty and decided to stay home today to revise on my work. since this year is my last year of my course, i've decided to stay on top of things. it's going to be difficult with work and all but i guess if i persevere, i will make it through. ya i will make it through..just a couple of months more. i guess i could do that. yes i can.
anyway, after school yesterday, i went down to the store to help stace out with her workload. had dinner with her and watched the chingay procession. it was good and amazingly, it didn't rain. but couldn't stand the body odour of the crowd though...hahahaha. stace kept bopping her head here and there. she isn't that tall as you all know...hehehe. but we managed to get a good spot where we don't have to tiptoe all the time. chilled out for a while after that and stace tried to draw a sketch of me. it didn't turn out that well! i looked scary and old in the sketch! i even have some sort like facial hair on my cheeks!! hahaha. told her i would give a C for her effort! it was fun. had supper with our colleagues who were doing the closing shift after that. tired.
song: something about you - five for fighting
marlena
anyway, after school yesterday, i went down to the store to help stace out with her workload. had dinner with her and watched the chingay procession. it was good and amazingly, it didn't rain. but couldn't stand the body odour of the crowd though...hahahaha. stace kept bopping her head here and there. she isn't that tall as you all know...hehehe. but we managed to get a good spot where we don't have to tiptoe all the time. chilled out for a while after that and stace tried to draw a sketch of me. it didn't turn out that well! i looked scary and old in the sketch! i even have some sort like facial hair on my cheeks!! hahaha. told her i would give a C for her effort! it was fun. had supper with our colleagues who were doing the closing shift after that. tired.
song: something about you - five for fighting
marlena
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
marlena
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
marlena
been having the pattern of sleeping late nights usually 2-ish in the morning, and waking up early like eight-ish in the morning, and for once, i think my internal system is getting used to it. had to run an errand in the afternoon yesterday, and after that just came home to stone infront of my books. and since the weather was like hot *where is the rain* i was like sluggish. sluggish enough to make me go drag my tiny ass to the kopitiam at 9-ish to get my dinner. i was damn hungry but then sluggishness seemed to be the order of the day. i even told natalie that i was turning into a slug, and girl, thanks for wanting to accompany me for dinner, but i was feeling so sluggish that i just wanted to buy my dinner and eat it in the comfort of my room. things have been as smooth as the coffees that i make, but i gotta keep reminding myself to keep a clear-minded mind. gotta think real straight. gotta imagine that im a slug, taking things real slow. kid, you dont want to screw like you usually do.
beyond sings live "really love you"
waiting for you to crash me by....darKness-ak
beyond sings live "really love you"
waiting for you to crash me by....darKness-ak
damn it, ive always knew i was a chandler type if i was in friends, but then his name sounds so prissy, like there is no "oooomph" in it. but i like his sarcasm though.
I'm Chandler Bing from Friends!
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beyond sings live "silent days"
never ever come between me & my cuppa of coffee, you hear me, you damn fools.... darKness-ak
I'm Chandler Bing from Friends!
Take the Friends Quiz here.
created by
stomps.
beyond sings live "silent days"
never ever come between me & my cuppa of coffee, you hear me, you damn fools.... darKness-ak
