Friday, December 31, 2004
Friday morning
rain, rain, and more Rain
10:42 ante meridiem
i love rain, i love rain,
da Dood has made me smile even when i sleep
mai kuraki, "summer snow" loop da loop
"if there was something you ever need
but cant seem to find it, i'll find it
& get it for you, in so that you'll be happy"
the last day of 2004. like i'd say when i feel defeated, "crazy do, crazy does, crazy works every single time", and then after saying it, God will take over, and hold up the sky for me, for His field is always un-defeating. am not sure what He has planned ahead of me, in the coming year & years in front. but because of dad, mom, cousin matthew, da Ditz, weiss, chesse, bellee, sha, gracie, & asra, with their hopes, with their faith, some with persistent prayers, with their words of encouragement, i have gotten so much more. whether they have a faith in da Dood or not, their presence has moved me closer in my daily walk with Him. and especially to da Ditz, your steadfast friendship alone has moved me closer to our Father. so as the year comes to close, i feel as though it was a year meant for sowing. and as the new year ushers in, hopefully & prayerfully, da Dood will allow me to partake in the harvest. everything thru Him, everything thru Him. & remember, always gotta Smile. Smiling is everything regardless of what may happen.
darKness-ak
Thursday, December 30, 2004
Thursday night
i know that God is good
i know that coffee is good
landy wen lan, "di yu tian shi", on a loop
.......10:57pm
persistance in prayers
a little bit less of me
a little bit more of others
and Y-A-Y da Ditz is finally back
eason chan & niki chow's Love Battlefield just ended, and i managed to catch the last five minutes of it. it was considered one of the seminal offerings of 2004 that the HK cinema had turned out. had actually watched it twice already but like a kid that doesn't tire of watching re-runs of Spongebob & Patrick, i watched it for that same reason too. its a good show because of the fact that the storyline was able to hold its own, and more importantly, it managed to show what love is & what love can be, when a couple - married or not - is truly devoted to each other, which is something that the HK cinema has not been able to do consistently. and good enough that im going to hunt the soundtrack & dvd for it. on the homeground, somehow, i did managed to stay at home today, be a good kid, get some work much-needed done, not run around like a mad kia, and allow me to charge up my batteries again, and recover strength for the Jan3 shoot. shall allow da Dood to handle everything from there. shall not try to plan everything, after all, i determine, He pre-determines, i dispose, He pre-disposes. i think this is an extremely fun game that da Dood sent Moses to play with me, which is learning to Trust & Obey.
darKness-ak
Thursday morning
listening to old songs
12:19am
chewing my fingernails, again
class 90.5fm
and i love you, whoever you are
armed with a digi-camera that my hands just couldn't stop fiddling with it, the tv is tuned to mtv set to mute, the radio is on, plus the fact im not sleeping again, this is what you'll usually get. oh yah, i want to buy you flowers, whoever you are. God hasn't told me who you are yet.
from 17 floors up, this is what you see in the night, from me cold cold window
darKness-ak
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Wednesday morning
freezing my butt cheeks off
10:28am
awake since 4:41am, insomnia, again
jacky chueng & wong yun zhi,
"wo de xin zhen de shou shang le", loop da loop
one of the many God's versions of giving me a good day was meeting up 2 beautiful ladies, Bellee & Sharon, and follow it up with meeting sec sch friends, and with one of them, beverly, blessing me with her almost new digital camera. i need a digi-camera for the most urgent of needs, and i had asked da Dood for guidance on this issue - didn't exactly asked one from Him, i had asked for an Ipod instead - and i was thinking of borrowing from friends instead. but POOF, da Dood decided that beverly shall give me her digi-camera since she just bought a new one earlier in the month. the one that im getting is more than enough for my current needs, practically a new one since she only bought it a couple of months back & used only twice/thrice. so that settles it. i'll have my digi-camera which i'll be collecting from her later. and also thanqooOol to Bellee for getting me Muji boxers for me Xmas prezzie. she bought 1 so it is 6 more to go, to complete my "7 Days a Week only Muji Boxers" lifestyle. actually i dont mind boxers from Springfield too. oh yah, Sharon, last night got eat dinner or not???? and sadly, i didn't choke & die at mine. and also, and also, Y-A-Y, da Ditz will be back from KL today.
darKness-ak
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
today
Tuesday Morning
9:54am
its drizzling finely
black coffee is still warm
hoobastank, The Reason, on a loop
____10:04am
there's something missing in that heart-shaped box
something that ive to live with everyday
da Dood said that i shall not fight for it
there's a break in space
i will trust & obey
"i cant take my eyes off you" in slow-mo
meeting beautiful bellee later at 3:00pm for coffee, play catch-up, exchange Xmas prezzies, she getting books, me getting Muji/Springfield boxers. and finally, i'll get to meet my dear sha sha too. then later in the evening i'll be meeting Muqian for our sec sch class dinner gathering at cafe cartel @ suntec. it'd be good to meet up with everyone again, and for once, Muqian & i shall turn up in tandem. God is Great.
the day before
Monday early afternoon
1:00pm
much too much coffee
serial smoking stance adopted
jacky cheung, live performance, Qing Ren, on a loop
met up with Ann @ Sun Moulin to discuus about the creative & concept direct for the photoshoot on 3rd January. am thankful that da Dood has led me to her to get the work that needs to be done. have quite abit of stuff to prepare for the shoot, shall try to do a portion of it now, and finish up the rest when da Ditz get backs from KL on the 29th. need da Ditz - being my unpaid official PA - to settle the finer details of the shoot. and i also believe that da Dood will provide for the shoot. Ann & i walked all the way to dohby ghuat under the hot december sun, where we took the mrt, she to Little India, and i back home. Dad got me 2 wonderful books, The New Testament Survey by Merrill C. Tenney & The Paraphrase Epistles by Kenneth N. Taylor. am sure da Ditz will like it too once im done with it.
the day day before
Sunday morning
10:30am
black coffee again
ai otsuka, Kingyo Hanabi, on a loop
da Dood throws me an assist
fumbled my jumpshot
but i scored
He is Able, He is Able, Amen
Muqian came over to my place on Sunday morning, and naturally, it was good catching up with her again. the last time we saw each other was slightly six months back. as usual, we cracked silly jokes about both our non-appearance over the decade long & many sec sch classmates gatherings that we have mostly missed in tandem. and somehow, even though we have missed those class gatehrings, the both of us have still made the efort to meet up. & i thank God for such a longstanding friend in her. she showed me her holls' pixs in europe & japan on her spiffy ibook, and boy, did she went crazy shopping in japan. i want to go too *ahahha* i had msged da Ditz that if she accompanied me to japan, i'll sponsor her shopping spree. and i believe that da Dood will bless accordingly. she left at three-ish, caught a nap, and the rest of the evening till past early midnight morning was spent online with da Ditz. she needed help with both her SEP application & help with ripping my blogskin. so now, her blog, looks errily like mine, except for the colours. for her SEP thingy, i had to write a "not-more-than-500-words" mini compo. as usual, my bullshitting was at its best, and managed to churn out in a 423 words piece. she was pleased with it, i think. blogger was having alot of technical problems, so we took quite awhile to edit the source code, changed the tagboard, her googlesense ad account and all the what-nots.
darKness-ak
Sunday, December 26, 2004
the cherries-topped, choco-infused dessert that i made, or in the process of making
the kitchen is the best place to Grin & Grin my heart out, or most probably i was thinking of some sick FAT joke to tease da Ditz, thats why so happy.
omigosh, that sick FAT joke must be really funny to make me Grin & Grin
the fine Art of chopping up suasages, gotta be really really careful, its such a sensitve thing to chop up.
this is really difficult, lucky got God to hold my hands steady.
da Ditz Decorating her pizza with cheese, tomato paste, and whatever-nots she can find in the sink.
its almost a Magnifico piece of Art Work, aptly titled "The Pizza"
my antique handphone is back in biz again, come, come, come, all you bookies please call me. chao ah-lians also welcome.
psycho kid high on pizza, mushroom soup, and home-made drugs.
psycho kid high on pizza, mushroom soup, home-made drugs, and halfway up to heaven liao.
the box that i had made to put in her prezzies, 12 books to be exact plus the Hello Kitty town which is constructed on the underside of the box lid.
tools of torture to torture me lah, what else. that Ditz is dangerous, she plays with knives.
book wrapping party initiated by da Ditz, or should i say free labour to wrap her books.
the Jacky Chueng Live in Concert 2004 cd that i had bought for her, i bought one for myself too. btw, the cd is damn good, you better go and buy one now, im warning you.
the 2 Mad Kias, one hailing from bukit batok & the other from toa payoh, dont play play with them becos they are killers at pray pray.
omigosh, i was so Hungry that i resorted to eating da Ditz's Hello Kitty dolls. it wasn't too bad except for the thick stitching threads.
darKness-ak
the pixs that you see here is the miniature Hello Kitty town that i had built using trinkets as part of the Xmas prezzies that i had prepared for da Ditz. please take note that its really minature though it might look big. most of the trinkets that i had used are no bigger than your pinkie finger. enjoy!!!!
"the cat that has no Mouth"
"those square things are make-believe lanterns"
"pingu penguin and his Brit Mini, car plate is 3298"
"stunner ak & his Benson ciggies box house"
"da Dood's footprints, yesh, He only has four toes, He's Special"
"Hello Kitty's Flower Power car"
"a Wong Kar Wai-ish view of the lanterns"
"a Wong Kar Wai-ish view of the lanterns - part 2"
"a Wong Kar Wai-ish view of the lanterns - part 3"
"pingu penguin official occupation is loitering in the town"
"one of the ugly sculptures only available in Hello Kitty town, while stocks last"
"a sky-view of Hello Kitty's house"
"Hello Kitty's private parking lot for her Flower Power car"
"and finally an Aerial View of Hello Kitty Town 2004"
darKness-ak
spent Christmas with da Ditz at her place, together with her 'nan-ren' William, and her family too. was invited to Xmas dinner since she knew i wouldn't exactly have that sort of luxury at my own place. ThanqoooOooL. she & her mom made yummy pizza & mushroom soup while i made my choc-infused, cherries-topped dessert. the eats were so filling that i had to literally pour the soup down my own throat in order not to waste the good food. ThankYou to da Dood for such blessings. hopefully next year round, i'll be able to bless both my Mom & Dad, all the Leck relatives, and all Friends with a bountiful Xmas. more importantly, i WANT & NEED to bless both Mom & Dad with the best i can provide, and i pray that da Dood above will bless me with this ability. again, all Shouts of Thanks to da Dood.
_______' we took quite alot of silly pictures, especially the one where da Ditz & i were showing off our "Bite People that We Dont Like" expression. oh i also managed to take a pix of me trying to Devour her Hello Kitty doll while she was busy in the kitchen. *muahahhahaha* ah-kor, i managed to do something which you have not been able to do, which is torture her Hello Kitty. will post pictures soon once she send it over to me.
alrighty, thats just about all. again Big Shouts of Thanks to da Dood & da Ditz. likewise, i want next year's Xmas to be one where we bless others instead. Muqian is coming over to my place in less than 20 minutes time. need to tidy up me room abit. its in a Glorious mess.
darKness-ak
Saturday, December 25, 2004
better than the riches of this world . better than the sound of my friend's voices . better than the biggest dreams of my heart . and that's just the start . better than getting what i say i need . better than living the life that I want to . better than the love anyone could give . your love is . you hold me now in your arms . and never let me go . you oh Lord make the sun shine . and the moon light in the night sky . you give me breath and all your love . i give my heart to you because . i can't stop falling in love with you . i'll never stop falling in love with you . i can't stop falling in love with you . i'll never stop falling in love with you .
'_______ da Dood never said following Him was easy, in fact, He gave me crap shit & more crap dung, but with intermission of Grace to sustain me. His ultimate goal, with his Potter's hands, to make me into His Jars of Clay, and hopefully i might become a sky holder.
darKness-ak
Charlie Brown: '_______so what is Christmas?
Christmas is when unto us a child is born
Christmas is when Hope was made New
Christmas is when we were ushered into His Love
Christmas is when we were given Eternal Salvation
darKness-ak
Friday, December 24, 2004
'_______ breakaway
da Dood has allow me to touch both sides now
ive done the most atrocious evil acts @ fifteen [tt streak of rebellion]
but not yet the kindest thing that will make words bleed
i speak, and thru His grace, im always heard
He had taught me how to hold up the sky
and Jars of Clay, i hope i might one day become.
everything thru Him
there, but for the grace of God, go thee
take a chance
do something that you've always wanted to do but haven't got around doing it
and when you do it, stick at it.
it could take years, it could take months, but stick at it.
ask for help when you need help.
by your side, there's da Dood & people that matters to you
dont forget, dont lose that feeling,
take a chance
'_______ i will carry your tiredness
'_______ i will carry your fears
dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. no one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us. [1John 4:11-12]
darKness-ak
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
the 'kayboard' that da Ditz bought rocks.
its SMALL
its LIGHT
the keypad buttons are easy to TYPE
its ERGONOMIC designed
it has gotta be the best 'kayboard' ive used ever since i had started using the computer in Primary 3.
in saying so,
i shall set it this way,
if in the future i need to get a 'kayboard'
i shall appoint da Ditz to be in-charge
ahahhahahhaha, free-of-in-charge labour, that is.
darKness-ak
da Ditz's
has
blessed me with a new 'kayboard, a scroll mouse, a bag of sweets, and a set of 30 Yoshitomo Nara postcards for Christmas. am feeling blessed.
but at the other end of the spectrum, i guessed ive blessed her more
read her blog & get the spilled beans.
anyway, yesterday was another super day-out with her
managed to get all her last minute Xmas prezzies for her friends
and Gerri, if you happen to read this, hope you like the earrings
we also caught "Tian Xia Wu Zae" at PS,
and admittedly, it has to be one of the better chinese flicks
to come out this year.
& its a bonus having Renee Liu, Andy Lau, Ge You, Li Bingbing, all
turning in fine performance
anyway, if anyone remember me yakking about wanting to set up a high-end florist
at the store space at Liat Towers where Audemars is now installed,
it has been confirmed that the florist biz will go to da Ditz
ive been reminded by her about this the entire day
that i dont think i can get out of this.
"and yes, please drink lotsa of water, eat your meals, & wear your ankle guard since you've to run around the whole day like a crazy girl. i'll pray for Super Ditz strength. i'll pray for a good concert performance too."
da Ditz asked me this question last night over the phone,
"what have i done in 2004 that i have done not yet done in my life?"
my answer,
"to have managed some semblance of reconciliation with my mother"
and i'd like to add
"to have further cemented my daily walk with da Dood up dere."
this is it, its enough, its enough
for once, please allow me to stand by God's side, and nothing else will matter.
darKness-ak
Monday, December 20, 2004
the night before
da Ditz's "The Concert Before Christmas"
first up, it was a GREAT EVENING for
meeting new friends, Geraldine & Ivan the ah-kor [at last, we've met]
meeting up old friends, Nicole & Asra [welcome back, Miss Huang]
cracking stoopid jokes of da Ditz, and getting physically abused by her
for starters,
it was good concert,
& definitely a good X'mas treat for the family
we didn't encounter any problems manning the ticket booth
and Asra also got to see me perform my "Eat Flame from the Lighter" trick
shared laughs with ah-kor, & i cant help noticing the
connectivity he had with Gerry, so
ah-kor if u r reading this, listen less to your techno beats
instead listen intently to your little beating heart
it might reveal something else very telling
da Ditz drove, and she drove us down to Fong Seng for prata eats
Asra didn't join up becos she had morning shift at the dump
the eats was good & cheap compared to River Valley
& of course, having sat in da Ditz's driving for the 1st time
i was neither apprehensive nor terrified
i had all the confidence of this world in her
that she wont allow me to die in a car accident
but seriously, her driving is quite near to solid
though there's room for improvement in her parking technique
like God also says that there's always room for improvement
in my area of kindness to the world
the only bone to pick was
at slip lanes, she should just "chiong"
she must take a leaf out from me
"I Am the King of Filter Lanes"
anyway she dropped ah-kor at clementi mrt station so tt
he could grab a train back to tampines
then it was to 6th ave for gerry
then it was to bukit panjang for nicole
then it was back to bukit batok for both her & me
now something is not right here
because i accompanied her all the way back to her place
made sure everything is alright, except for the parking
and then i grabbed the midnight cab back to toa payoh
afterall, like what da Ditz had said,
"it X'mas, so you should take a cab back so that the taxi uncle can earn your money to buy more X'mas prezzies."
wah lau, damn long entry....
but lastly,
today, i shall coop myself at home
in order i could concentrate on wrapping her prezzies,
yes, Ditz, you reading it right, its prezzies!!! [plural tense]
you better prepare a pallet driver for me tomorrow
at your life lobby
darKness-ak
Sunday, December 19, 2004
the day before, i was dragged outta my hse
at the last minute,
by da Ditz, to accompany her buy Xmas prezzies in overcrowed orchard
then later send her to band prac at bukit timah
i think maybe its time to withdraw that
Robot Runner Boy authorised user status from her
or else i might get short-circuited or in a most probable
scenario: "boxed to death"
but realistically,
i dont think she's going to surrender the power
that i had empowered her with
drats, double drats
i shall suffer my God-given fate quietly, in silence
alrighty gotta go..
asra & i are usherers cum ticket booth holders at da Ditz's
band concert for Xmas, which is aptly titled,
"Concert Before Christmas"
Nicole just back from Brissy is joining up with us too
hooray, get to see pretty girls for the entire night
darKness-ak
Friday, December 17, 2004
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "lose themselves. in mathematics?" from Sylvia Plath's 'Ariel'
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first: nothing except invisible air
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV: Chinese MTV, Jolin Tsai latest ah-lian inspired music video was playing.
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: what you thinking i "chia pa bo sai bang" isit, guess the time, its 3:35pm
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 3:42pm, Chao Ninja Turtle, guess wrong, means this week shouldn't buy 4-d liao.
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: the wall fan whirling, the new tenant cleaning her room & playing her techno songs, my hi-fi playing Eva Cassidy's "Songbird", and imaginary voices in my head.
7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing? earlier in the afternoon, i went to grab lunch, and smoked two sticks. i said hello to the neighbourhood cat too.
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? my pirated music collection that i had downloaded.
9. What are you wearing? its the monsoon season so its supposed to be raining but it is not. the weather is hot so should i wear anything??
10. Did you dream last night? yes, i dreamt of myself, i love to dream of myself.
11. When did you last laugh? i dont laugh, i lead a miserable mirthless existence. actually, my last laugh was the day before, about da Ditz's sprained ankle, hope she sprain again then i can laugh one more time.
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? dust & more dust, and Johnson's Baby powder residue.
13. Done anything weird lately? yeah, i tried to make friends with the spider living somewhere around my desk. i think i need to get out more.
14. What do you think of this quiz? i think it is so damn HOT, but not hotter than Anastasia Myskina.
15. What is the last film you saw? andy lau & sammi cheng's "Long Feng Dou" at da Ditz's place.
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? 7 pairs of Muji brand boxers
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: im actually part of the higher ranking members of my secret society.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? i'll make sure Borders does not exist anymore
19. Do you like to dance? yes, i used to go for tea-dance at Fire or Sparks when i was a teenage ah-beng.
20. George Bush: i wish he have a good Christmas with his family, and also hope he stops kicking his dog.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Edna, so that i can beat da Ditz to it
21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? i like the name Moses
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? oh yesh, why not, most preferably in London and then one day while walking my dog in the park, i'd get murdered by some racist kid, and then my son/daughter will grow up to be masked superhero to take revenge for me, and my aging pet dog, the sole survivor, will be the sidekick.
23: What is the name of your closest neighbour? my neighbours are scared of me because they think im a Chao ah-beng. but the daughter damn HOT but not hotter than Anastasia Myskina.
aye, where is question24, damn, this is see bey time-wasting but i hope that ive wasted abit of your time too by reading all these rubbish. ahahhahaa, kenna stunned by me again, you bloody fool. come repeat after me, Viva La Chocolate Salty Balls.
darKness-ak
was at da Ditz's place the day before
to indulge in some semblance of a movie half-marathon
its half because we only had time to eke out two movies
but both were equally brilliant.
first flick was chuck palahniuk's "Fight Club"
second flick was andy lau & sammi cheng's "Long Feng Dou"
good shows are shows that teaches one something when you watch it
"Fight Club" taught me the Arts for my biz
_____________taught me the Propaganda
_____________taught me the Subversive
_____________taught me the Attritional Policy
_____________taught me that - and ive always suspected - reading self-help books is like masturbation.
"Long Feng Dou" taught me that love does not always mean that one has to possess it
________________taught me that patience & love goes hand-in-hand
________________taught me that loving someone demands no reason except God's blessing
________________taught me that love is learning from one another
________________taught me that loving another, is to give all your best, never ever attempt half-fucked efforts.
the only letdown were that da Ditz
wouldn't allow me to steal the basket of eggs from the squeaky clean coffeeshop
wouldn't allow me to draw smiley faces on basket of oranges in her house
wouldn't allow me to feed tidbits to her dad's fishes
but then she's still the best lah, well almost.
darKness-ak
Thursday, December 16, 2004
i feel like taking a walk,
in the night
taking a long slow walk,
when everyone is almost fast asleep
taking a nice slow walk with anyone
that wants to walk with me,
on a December night,
nights that only comes once a year,
and when the legs needs a little rest
we shall find a nice place to sit down
and when we need a drink
there's always the 7-Eleven
and it'll be super brilliant if it rains
of course, we wont be walking in the rain
we shall seek shelter from the rain
taking in that blessed coldness of the December rains
and when it drizzles light enough
we can always walk again
and talk some more
'so is anyone up for losing one night of sleep to walk with me, your crazy friend.
'tell your parents you're out for the night.
'put on your trusty walking shoes/slippers/sandals
'we'll surrender ourselves to walking.
and if you dont feel like talking
we can just walk
because i just want to take a nice long slow walk
under God's mighty grace and love.
and if i ever get old,
i can tell da Dood that i had,
yes, i had
taken a good long walk with my friend
under a December sky that He had made such a long time ago.
darKness-ak
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
this is about Sylvia Plath, and a little bit of me again. two months before she died, she had recorded a poetry reading program of her own writings for the BBC. it was never broadcasted but she had let in one fact that her brilliant "Ariel" was mostly written at four in the morning. in her own words, "that still, almost eternal hour before cockcrow, before the baby's cry, before the glassy music of the milkman, settling his bottles." so Plath must have liked that 4 o'clock hour very much, when the sky is almost at its darkest peak before dawn slips in quietly, she must have believed that she owned that hour when she wrote "Ariel".
and at 4 o'clock this morning i wasn't catching up on sleep. i had just finished mopping someone's kitchen & doing the dishes. i stood at that slightly unfamiliar kitchen window, took the longest drag on the ciggie possible, the house was silent, talked to da Dood, and i thot of her. thats it. i must've owned that 4 o'clock hour too, i guess, maybe because i had thot of her.
darKness-ak
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
alrighty, this is the picture that da Ditz forced me to pose infront of my books when she was at my place the week before. okae, in the pix, i looked the epitome of confusion. was i supposed to be a mental psycho whack [hammer in one hand & a screwdriver in the other] or was i supposed to be a failed comedian [look at the wide bright sunny smile]?? and can you see my beloved Wong Kar Wai book & the 2046 book?? both cost me a limb & some more when i bought them. and look at Mr. Spongebob Squarepants happily sitting there. he's actually a book too, a children's bath-time book to be precise. thats it from me, just thot i should pose a pix of myself before everyone forgets how i actually look since ive been MIA-ing for so damn long.
darKness-ak
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__________________________________,
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________________________.
God is teaching me patience again, isn't He??
didn't expect this to happen
had a nagging feeling that it might happen
but then never thot it could really happen
its just not me for it to take so long to happen
quoting bjones, this is the edge of reason,
almost, for me
but im not going to let it make any difference
cause i believe i should just hide it away
i shall not fight for it,
i dont think God will allow me to fight for it anyway
uncharacteristically, that isn't my way of doing things
but i will choose to do it this way
there shouldn't be any other way
lets for once practice what i preach
i'll try to stay the course already decided
eventually, i know that God will have the best answers
thats it
it is enough, it is enough.
darKness-ak
Saturday, December 11, 2004
JB trip with da Ditz
met her at kranji mrt at 1045am, lucky i was early
because she was unexpectedly earlier than the set time
then i said, "i got to be early or else
______________for the next 30 years you'll
______________keep on reminding me that im
______________always late when meeting you."
it was definitely a fruitful trip
notwithstanding the fact that i got boxed again
again, and again. kenna pinched twice i think too.
we both spend $$$$ like as though our parents print
$$$$ or something along that line. but then, i bought
1 shirt & 1 t-shirt, which is long overdue in coming
bearing the fact that ive not bought any clothes for
_____________________the past 2 years.
& da Princess Ditz very comical. there was this store
that had mirrors on all sides of its walls, and she reminded
me not to walk into them, knowing that im quite accident prone.
but guess what??
okae, i tell you this time,
she said the reminder for me was actually to remind herself too
*ahahahhaaa* abit cannot make it if you ask me.
and she said im not supposed to blog this blip about her
but then, if i dont blog about her ditziness, i dont think
i can die in peace.
the most she'll box me like crazy when meet tomorrow SUNDAY for church
imagine the pastor giving sermon
while she box me & pinch me
i think at the end of the sermon, can send me to the ICU liao
and if that happenes, pass the msg that i love parents very much
overall, this ditz is still the best.
thanks for accompanying me to JB
since it was a much needed trip for work & for play
we came back broke as well
but i think our lives are much more longer now
since we laughed & laughed & laughed
oh yah, i still have not done my Masked Rider impersonation
never mind, tomorrow at the SUNDAY service
halfway through the sermon, i'll stand up and do the
infamous Masked Rider power-up hand movements.
okae, Princess Ditz..... -_-
darKness-ak
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
again, again,
loop da loop just like crystal kay vs. m-flo
my dear da Ditz gatecrash me place again, today
and today, she brought her violent tendencies
to another level, to another place
she kicked me not once, not twice but thrice
yes, she kicked me, ma friend.
but then of course, i deserved to be kicked
because i laughed damn hard at her attempts in wrapping
she cant wrap to save her life
end of discussion, finito
she wore her doc marts but i still managed to prance around her
prancing until she cannot tahan
spending 2 straight days with da Ditz
has been gloriously riproaring laughing sessions
i told her that laughing will increase our lifespan
so we took potshots at other people
cracking silly jokes at their expense
so that we could laugh our heads off
and increase our lifespan
and da Ditz never leaves me emptyhanded without surprises
suddenly,
before i could watch the afternoon's "Mad About You"
she said she need to buy an emergency kit for an emergency situation
so we go buy loh, at the provision shop [like can say 'No' meh]
am sure the uncle will give me strange looks from now on
then she some more want me to supply a pouch to contain it
buy what you might ask,
again, again,
dont tell you leh
not happy arh, call my secret society lah
anyway, seriously,
am thankful that she came over for the past 2 days
to recharge me with strength to continue in my work
its been getting tiring trying to fight alone
so da Ditz's presence has helped keep my mind in check
but i shall bear in mind
never to ask her to wrap again
lastly, on this coming friday, da Ditz & i will be making a trip into JB. this is now my golden chance to sell her off in some foreign land. *muahahhahahaha*
btw, i know of this very qooool Dood. His surname is Christ, his name is Jesus, i call him Jesus Christ. he is my Big Brother so "mai lai ga wa sng sng" or else i'll make sure He turn you into a "si gin na" or maybe a toad will do just fine too.
alright, no more things to tok cock sing song liao
peace out ma brudder.
darKness-ak
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
da Ditz
the epitome of almost perfection
she's a boxer that lets you 'utang' your box
she cant run on rainy days
because of her slippery slip flip-flops
she pinches my flabby arms
and forces me to eat half of the Char Siew bun
she gets lost in TPY
while i lead her into dead ends in TPY
she gives me the evil eye treatment
when i crack jokes about her weight
she borrows almost all of my CDs
and protection money was paid to her
in the form of my Project Shop bag
she's bigger than my gangster brothers
because she can box until you die die & die some more
she uses my black marker to doodle on my table
and write about Kitty Mitty cannot meow
because got no mouth
she also drew a No Smoking sign on my table
then she say my "jian jian" song not nice
and then say i "koo-niang"
because i said i might melt in the drizzling rain
then when im having tummy ache & "lao sai"
she say "obi-good" because of the oily prawn mee i ate
but she also very comical
supposed to bring snacks from home for me to munch
but she forgot to bring out
so went to buy it instead
this is it for now
tomorrow shall write more on the expose on da Ditz
in full glorious broken English style
and im sure she will still box me tomorrow
hope she dont get lost in TPY again
and also hope that it rains
so that i can prance around
*muahahhahhahaha*
but seriously, i must thank her for helping get the stuff organised
wad stuff you might ask??
dont tell you leh
not happy arh, call police lah...
darKness-ak
Thursday, December 02, 2004
